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Ya'll this is the first half of my book that I am working on getting published on Amazon. It is called 'The Book of the Mystery of the Light: Part One To Kill a God' I have done so many hours of research on mythology. mythology is all stories about origins that people once believed were true. I try to take a 'Could this be true lined up with the absolute truth of the Bible' approach. What if Zeus was real? When you take out all the lies of self glorification and seeking to make God out to be the bad guy...when you reverse things like that you get a story that looks something like this...
Please leave comments. I really enjoy piecing together pieces of the past into stories that seek to put it all together as a test of 'if this were true it would look like this...' I hope you don't look at anything I write as proclaiming this has to be true. My writing is pretty experimental. I'm not sure what it is that makes almost everyone scared of anything that combines the Bible with anything not labeled approved by the church such as even history and science...maybe it is religion...but I really don't get much outside inspiration of other people who also are not scared to explore beginnings and endings. If you want to know why I cast something a certain way just ask! Almost everything is based on things I have researched.
I do not proclaim that all - or any of this is true,
But I do proclaim that the half has not even begun to be told.
An excerpt from part four…
The fire in his eyes flickered then flared as the placid
blue was replaced by burning judgmental wrath.
The master of the universe rose slowly and with calculated control least
all around him fall and be unable to rise again.
“Tell them…” He
closed his eyes for a moment seeking perfect balance. “Tell them, ‘You ought to have been
interceding for man and not a man for you.
You who have left the high heaven and lain with women! You to whom was entrusted the MYSTERY of the
Kingdom! Yet you who have learned only
the worthless mysteries and THESE are what you have taught your wives! And now the whole earth has grown corrupt
because of YOU! YOU SHALL HAVE NO
REST!!! I will not grant you a judgment
day for there can be no pardon for this treason. You will watch your children – those you
thought to have made immortal by your craft – you will watch them slay one another
before your eyes. The death of the last
child will be your final memory before you are chained and buried in ice until
the passing of the seventieth generation.
Then you will be free to torment the world once more before its total
destruction come Ragnarok! …For you are
no longer worthy to be called my sons!”
The Almighty raised his hands above the heavens. “Purge the earth of all wickedness! Let all that is exalted be shaken and
crumble. Let the remembrance of them
perish with them for it repents me that I ever made even man on the earth.”
A couple loose papers:
How to Kill
a God
Steal all they have
-
Any ability you gain victory over you can now
claim as your own
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Deceive them with cunning so they let their
guard down
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Use what they hold dear against them
Kill Body (mutilate as much as possible)
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A god’s body cannot be completely destroyed
unless their spirit dies
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Dismember in a way where they cannot piece
themselves back together
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The point of killing the body is to humble and
scatter the spirit as much as possible where they will not want to fight to
come back
Destroy their remaining spirit (including all memory of them
and belief in them)
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So long as someone believes in them their spirit
can live on
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The one who is the true god is the one every knee
bows to
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Otherwise just keep tormenting their spirit
wearing it down with negativity and such insults and blaspheme making them
appear weak to their believers
And if that doesn’t work…try the following…
The Void
Overtakes us All
You think you have control
But that which cannot be perceived by the senses
Holds us as their pawns
Pulling our puppet strings
What you see
Is the façade you have been given you over to believe
The void:
It is the hunger that can never be satisfied
Craving praise and attention
Always wanting to be in the middle
Where it can suck the life out of all
Unable to survive without life
It feeds stripping you bare
Taking all you hold dear
If flatters fattening you empowering you
For it to feast on
For the kill
And when your spirit lives on
It destroys that too
Until you have no spirit left to outlive you
The whole time
You think it is you that is doing all this.
You hate yourself and beat yourself up
But it is not you;
It is the void.
Don’t believe it –
What it tells you –
What you start telling yourself.
Enjoy who you are and who you have
For all will soon be consumed
The MYSTERY kept secret since the beginning-
This the ONLY hope you have
Of not being completely destroyed in the coming flame
Of Ragnarok
Chapter 1
Introduction: How the beginning began
When all that was, was not yet… the great and terrible one
lay dormant and at perfect rest, stretched out across the vast and endless
universe. His foe, equally great and
terrible was he, refused to be still however.
Everywhere he insisted on searching all that yet perceivable was not. Vigorously he searched all ways and always
saw… HIM. With no chains of time to bind
him HE always exists. With no objects to
restrain him every space by HIM was filled.
With nothing that could oppose him HIS power became infinite. With no words to distain him he ever only
grew until his understanding created the great tree that connected all – even
to the smallest fragment of nothingness.
At the heart of the tree he pondered there until THE GREAT MYSTERY fully
conceived by him was.
This the history of GREAT MYSTERY, the one who called
himself a brother, and the many more that sought to usurp MYSTERY ONE. Yet before any of them could even be: MYSTERY
in the loins of FATHER came to be for nothing can exist without MYSTERY and
when MYSTERY completed be, then also all else will end for beginning and end
MYSTERY HE.
And that is how the beginning began.
At that instant and at every nowhere the Tree of Understanding
ripped apart from the dark void it had so placidly lain and contentedly
intertwined with leaving shadowy tendrils grasping in its place for their
entire empty meaningless. At the heart
of the tree the seed of Life grew creating an embryo sac around it. The shell of Death discarded and fell to the
darkness beyond. The void convulsed
greatly awakening all the more only to find itself ripped apart in every way
imaginable: without a hope, unbearable hunger, an empty abandoned discarded
waste, in a perpetual nightmare with no eyes to even open. Drawn to the shell of Death for succor it
found the rest it sought only fleeing from it in every direction as with each
fragment of void sucked into Deaths emptiness only made it emptier still. Its form grew to an endless demise – in total
agony and writhing and torments. And it
could not, for the lack of life in it, understand what had happened. The embryo sack lay a nigh unperceivable particle
– though the distance of an entire solar system across. The hungering storm churned and swirled
sucking all to its center where the eye with hungering finally gaped open. And he
burned to swallow up the Life that had awakened him… to return to his eternal
slumber.
At the base of the embryo sack the tree of life peacefully,
harmoniously and invisibly grew until the entire sack was filled with its life
giving mist and casting off an unperceivable rainbow imprint in the process. Inside the sac was a comfy absolute
zero. Outside the great convulsions and
writhing and chaos formed a raging inferno around that equaled the cold in
perfect contrast - neither cold nor heat was able to pass to the other through
the thin lining for they were each exact counterparts of the other. Inside was the clean air of life and outside
all the poisonous gasses - and until these two opposites could find a way to
harmoniously intertwine - no matter could solidify: nothing perceivable by the
senses could ever be.
First Wisdom and Understanding both made exact clones of
themselves. You will come to know this
couple as Jupiter and Saturn. Then each
of these also split apart again within their lower and upper cells within the
sac creating two more couples. This time
though the two couples - before finding its true mate - intertwined sharing
identity with another. For example,
Saturn intertwined with Neptune giving him some of her abilities and he also
her. This made the outer two couples
similar to each other and same with the inner.
We see this process called Mitosis and Meiosis often in nature and every
time only one may the chosen couple be– for the destiny of the other three but
Death ever is.
So at night time when you see the planets sparkling back at
you remember how they once lived as the Pleiades – the seven heavens and the
earth. Here is the story of their death.
Chapter 2
The Ragnarok and his Lord
Uranus glided curiously toward the edge of their enclosure –
long elegant plumes flowing weightlessly behind her. Placing her four talon hand up against the
clear lining and pressing her beak-like nose longingly, “Do you think he likes
petting? Just under his chin…just there.” She didn’t even stop to look behind her at
her spouse, her cold breath fogging the thin lining against the raging inferno
on the other side. “Tunes, do you think
he likes his belly rubbed?” She made
kissing sounds with her pliable beak and the void creature balled up
energetically to propel itself forward.
Mimicking her perfectly rags of torn Darkness emanated from it then
formed into a type of shadowy talon that he pressed up against her hand. His huge gaping mouth panted thirstily and
eagerly in its apparent desire to please.
Neptune flowed up beside her warily: silently eying the
panting bottomless belly and how, though parts of it could vanish as it moved
quickly, it would always re-connect and appeared endless.
“I should so much love to mother him!” She smiled piteously and encouragingly toward
the behemoth on the other side.
Recognizing her care and attention it came clambering eagerly attempting
to leap on her as he pressed against his side.
Neptune rubbed his belly not feeling it beneficial to point
out that she had eight adoring children in his pouch that would very much love
for her to mother them - she seemed to set on greatness.
She spread her vast wings softly petting the enclosure. Happily the Voidling bounced his nose against
the lining and then sprouted wings in mimicry softly petting hers in
response. His eyes were so sad and
mournful Uranus’ face elongated in response.
“Ooooooo, sweet baby...” She
pointed a single talon over his mouth and down.
“If I could mother you I could make you good …Rags? …Ragnarok! You like that? The nearly faceless creature perked up
attentive. The rags of his painful
ripped tears flowing from all over him perked up in eager anticipation. Even his panting empty gut froze
waiting. “Come on, come on to Mama…”
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Here is where I will need to catch you up on the events immediately
preceding this. Neptune and Uranus were
the furthermost race of the Praisers.
I’m not sure if you have ever noticed, but the heavens are divided into
barriers divided by color. First there
is the red Venus and Mars, then orange and yellow Jupiter and Saturn and green
and blue Neptune and Uranus. Uranus
however had left her designated green and moved onto the forbidden purple
domain leaving Neptune to patrol both green and blue. Keep in mind however that none of these
colors or anything else could yet be perceived by senses but they perceived it
spiritually only. Now they both knew
perfectly well that the seventh color was reserved for the seventh heaven: the
destined king as soon as he was announced.
But the word forbidden was
more like an open invitation to Uranus – she wanted to be The Chosen One: the
seventh heaven! To be the seventh would
also unite you with the eighth - the head over all.
This fourth race, the race of the Praisers, was destined to
go ahead and resolve problems without conflict.
With the power of voice and song they could break down defenses and
change perceptions. With their song they
could inspire nearly any entity to do their bidding – even just looking at them
inspired awe of splendor. With the power
to bewitch any foe with the tune that she played them with – and see them
coming - it is no wonder Uranus felt she ruled the Universe. It took them awhile to decide amongst the two
of them which one would be the female, but finally Uranus decided to produce
the eggs so long as Neptune would carry them in his pouch. Uranus seemed to always be above - asserting
herself – though she did switch back to mostly male after laying the eggs. Neptune was more the watery sea-horse with
long sea-weed-like tendrils to discern the darkness with type. His head – to contain his massive brain – was
octopus like with a slit upward in the forehead to allow for his third
eye. His Jaw protruded downward with
bendability with which he produced incompressible melody and song. Her body was pure white but her wings had
different shades of blues and purple. If
I say she was horse-like you do have to keep in mind that all animals moved on
two limbs originally so the arms and legs were shaped much more human-like at
the top just appropriately apportioned to their body type…and her hands were
talon-like… They are where we get things
like horses and chickens, dolphins, fish and peacocks…basically the things you
would consider more praisers and not fierce protectors or sacrificial kind. (The chicken bit was a bit of a joke of
FATHER’S part I think because they really are not that bright at all and filthy
beings at that.)
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“Nooooooo Ragnarok!!!”
Neptune spoke holding up his hand and calming the Rags back down. A single talon had entered and hardened upon
entry into a solid mass. Rags pulled his
talon back curiously tilting his head and watching the talon turn back to
darkness.
Neptune looked over at his spouse. “You know this is treacherous. This whole way is treacherous. Already we have wandered far beyond our given
domain. We are not ourselves. We are not what we once were. I mean look at you.” He moved his hands in circles outwards. As soon as she had crossed to purple she had
taken on a sort of Aurora Borealis of purple and blue hues extending in all
directions. And she had become
completely obsessed with what lay beyond.
He was complexly afraid that it was not the outer Void that could be
controlled or not but that it already was controlling them to its bidding. “Use your powers. You know see what will happen…if…we do this.”
Uranus glanced over at her void creature then also tilted
her head her eagle eye searching as far into the future as she could. “I see…MOTHER…she is not happy. Oh! she seems quite upset. Distraught…I see…a baby! A baby glowing with the destiny of kings upon
it!!! This one will rule over all!!! I see…Oh no!
We are perished! We are all perished! Corroding in a sea of acid! No! There is nothing left of what we once
were! There is only the consumption of
Death and the rule of terrible monsters over all!!!” She broke free gazing at Neptune and shaking
him, “We have to do something!” She
placed her hand on the enclosure, “We can’t let this happen!” Her usually keen eyes darted frantically
until she smiled again and went back to…peering.
She petted the side.
“Rags…We must not let MOTHER do this thing! MOTHER!! She coughed. MOTHER has done this to us!!!” She looked piteously at her Rags. “Rags…its ok…the King…just…he just can’t
live! ...But how?” She started panting
wildly. “I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die!”
Neptune placed a webbed hand on her shoulder. “Breathe.”
And he showed her how. “You know
your oracle-ing is not always…definite.
You see…fragments…in the near future.”
“The near future!!!”
Uranus exclaimed. “We have to act
now!...I don’t want to die! I don’t want
to die.” She wrapped her flanking sides
in feathered wings. Then she smiled
rubbing her long mane up against the enclosure.
The sparkle in her eyes and tilt of her head was a question.
Neptune sighed. “How
do you know this…it…this thing is not what
causes our deaths?”
She turned fully to Rags.
“I can feel the power. With this
kind of power nothing will be able to stop us.
We will rule the cosmos!...I will be…THE CHOSEN ONE!!! Besides” - Her contended smile she flashed
was comically attempted at bring reproduced by the endless Rags - “I’m not
afraid of him. Him I can control.”
“But what effect this drives you to is what worries me…Overthrowing
our parents? We used to trust them!”
Uranus lifted Neptune’s chin looking deep into his
eyes. “You’re a coward!” She sneered releasing his scaly chin. “And you will do exactly as I say!”
Neptune shifted his gaze.
He was as clever as there ever was but he never wanted to stand up to
her…he would rather battle an endless expanse when she got like this. Honestly her mood swings terrified him and he
didn’t know how to comprehend to even begin to respond to them. He also tried to cave in before the effect of
the whole aurora borealis thing around her completely hypnotized him. Still he had to have the last word mumbling…”Fine,
come Ragnarok…come the end of all things…and here I will be…at your side…
supporting you…”
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“Ragnarok!” The two
joined hands speaking in unison. He
bolted over eager for the next morsel of attention they may toss his way. “You may enter our domain!”
He bolted in with such force that Neptune quickly released
his wife’s hand to drop avoiding the gaping mouth just in time. His wife was giggling hysterically poking her
finger at the solidifying thin belly that blocked her from him – a belly whose
lining was ever so quickly hardening.
She got a perplexed look then laughed flying forward to go out his
gaping mouth, but instead waves of flames began to engulf her. She screamed for Neptune but he could not
hear her over the roar of oxygen meeting hydrogen and the ensuing waves that
now engulfed the Ragnarok. As soon as
oxygen met the searing heat it burst into flame amid the poisons gasses. “Neptune!!!”
She shrieked louder, panting trying to find the mouth. But the Ragnarok was entering at a greater
pace than she could keep up with.
Neptune had been staring as the monster solidified before
him and taking on the characteristics of his wife – only much scarier! Hair was now one eyed serpents with arms and
the whole form was so elongated…endless.
The place where Rags continued to enter there was much wheezing and
clapping back and forth from the tear in the embryo sac. The eight babies in his pouch were leaping
about as water engulfed them.
“Neptune!!!”
He couldn’t hear her but he suddenly felt her panic. Resisting a petrifying sensation of fear that
the water was electric with - he began to sound his melody.
He played the lullaby.
Uranus sensed a calming and stopped struggling. She too began to sing, her pliable bill
moving to sound otherwise unattainable notes.
The behemoth began having the sensation that he had just received an
amazing pressure-point massage and was now feeling quite drugged and
sluggish. Uranus raised herself up between
rings of flame. “Ragnarok! I offer you my services as your mother! Because of me you will grow powerful. My MOTHER however has not been quite so
nurturing. I am afraid…she means to
replace us with a new-born king! She is
very evil for this and cunning to think to do so. But as we join forces against her she will be
overthrown and we will rule in her stead!!!”
“I want to rule!!!!!”
The Dragon echoed back.
“Yes, baby, you will be my prince and I your Queen.”
“I want king.” The
Ragnarok bellowed. “Make me king and I
promise. I will kill MOTHER.” Uranus smiled blankly – that kind of smile a
mother gives when she realizes her children are growing up faster than either
of them are ready for. “Sweetieee,” she
began slowly. “I am your universe. And you have ruled in my heart from the very
moment I first saw you. I do not
question your power at all…Neptune on the other hand…”
The behemoth looked around and seeing Neptune: “I want him service. What give your King puny thing?”
Neptune looked up in hysteria the eyes of Ragnarok looking
just like the eyes of his wife except with an extra aura of feathers around
them and the voice of masculinity ever so deep.
“Go easy on him…” A
voice he recognized hollered out, “He is just a puppy!”
Neptune shook his head incredulously. Did anything even matter anymore? Four of his youngsters had swum curiously up
toward the Rag. “Take my children…My
Lord I offer you my children.” And the
lizard-ly horse bowed nobly.
“Fine.” The monster
swooped the children into his gaping mouth.
“Next. Promise your soul. Promise your very eternal soul and I will do
your killing spree.”
Neptune was pretty sure he had already surrendered his soul
by now anyway for he had no fight left in him.
He held his arms open wide. “Take
my soul. For as long as that heart
within you beats…Take my very soul and…”
But the monster was lifting the
essence of Neptune, streams of green misting through the air into his
mouth. Finding his wife there was not
much left of her only her original spirit that he was used to; their physical
essence was being sucked out to form the Ragnarok. He reached out hands toward her who had hers
outstretched enraptured with power– “To the very end…to the very worlds end…”
he managed to say before they were released to become one with the Dragon. The Dragon stood eying his new green scaly
hands. He stood reaching ever upward,
then he bounded round and round almost tying himself in a knot before
untangling in time. The third eye of
Neptune could now be seen within the green Iris of the Dragon as the widening vertical
slit of the pupil: blood-shot red with flame.
This union with dragon-kind in later years is how we have the animals
listed as unclean that all have slits in their eyes or some other snake-like
characteristic such as a swans’ neck. With the combined brainpower of each of them
the now formed tri-union certainly could not be out-witted. But what were wits against raw brute
strength?
Saturn and Jupiter were at least ten times the size of the
Praisers. They were the race of the
royal Protectors. Uranus and Neptune
were too far away for them to have been able to see what was going on – in the
total darkness besides mind you – but all of them could not deny the sound of
the loud explosions as the clean air collided and formed water and flame and
other substance against that of the poisonous heat of the eternal flame. Knowing right away that the breach had been
made Jupiter declared they should both seek FATHER and MOTHER as they must certainly
already know as well of this and must already have a plan of what to do and
went off with his flying lion self.
Saturn sat eying for the first glimpse of the invader’s
approach. When they had been doing their
intertwining she had shared identity with Neptune. While she did not have scales nor green
anywhere – looking much like a flying Puma – some of her children had wolf-like
heads with some long strands hanging down and lizard-like lower halves. The Protectors had the largest litters of
children and she was considered the fertility goddess able to feed them all at
once. As the Dragon drew closer she was
taken with how it resembled her brother and sister – who were nowhere to be
seen. She strummed her tail impatiently
waiting for Jupiter to give his cue to begin or not.
Jupiter, however, had found a strong branch of the invisible
Tree of Understanding to tie himself to.
He was the clone of FATHER and had the face resembling a man’s amid his
mighty mane. Having also intertwined
with Uranus many of his children were griffons with eagle faces on their lion’s
bodies. (Uranus had a horse-shaped face
but with a pliable beak for a nose and eagle eyes.) Now Jupiter stood at the crossroads with
Truth on one side tugging and Deception on the other being the middle
combination of the two who oppose. The
others most likely would have been unable to even find the Tree of
Understanding, but he could often hear FATHER’S voice speaking to him when he
crossed thicker areas in his patrols.
Thus he had wedged himself at the crossroads waiting the response.
“FATHER, I sense a great consuming evil upon us and I fear
if I were but to gaze on it the sight alone would be enough to consume me. And what can be done for these my children
and my wife when my perception of the future is but agony and Death? What, FATHER, can be done against such an
evil?”
“I too have been in great agony of spirit.” FATHER responded through the connecting
tree’s current. “Great gallstones of
bitterness have welled up within me and I feel now their purpose will serve you
better than I. Let go this bitterness
and let it return to the void from which it comes. Let it be consumed by this evil instead of
us. This will gift you valuable time
deceiving the void thinking to have consumed you instead. Death will not this day be defeated by
us. Yet the more it abounds the more we
will grow in strength and number against it for Life abounds in Death.”
Jupiter felt when the gallstones entered him. In agony he hung feeling the veins of the
tree running through him. He could sense
every rune and soon realized they were the imprints of every single life yet to
be lived. He saw runes of children yet
unborn and felt strength to pass his bitterness of Death as he saw their every
detail. Terrors too wrapped around him
as he saw the sight of things unseen. But then he could see his wife swinging madly
blood flying and he realized he was too late to aid his wife. Before releasing he prayed that aid would be sent
to her as well.
This time MOTHER responded.
“I am gifting to her a great weapon made with crystalized strands of my
tears.” The pups received the scythe
that appeared before them and lifted it to their mother. Already Saturn had gone into a berserk-ing
rage swinging wildly and nearly blindly at her foe. She had doubled in size and looked much more
like a bear than a puma. Chunks of flesh
and streams of red blood were falling toward MOTHER. (Outside the breach the Voidling had been all
but blackness of night but upon entering the oxygen entered his blood stream
causing it to become red. You will see,
however, that the water people that descend from Neptune actually have blue
blood as that area will be much more devoid of oxygen.) (Ever since the breach
had been made the void was pressing at the hole at it was deflating, ever so
slowly, the embryo sac becoming more and more elongated at its middle. The breach had been made at the North end and
MOTHER was at the bottom Sothern end.
This caused just enough gravity to cause things to fall slowly filling
the bottom of the sac.) Now with the
crystal scythe Saturn was able to slice through even bones with ease. She madly cut even greater chunks than
before- the hairs on them all reached out to her hissing and spitting venom. But the more she swung, the more vengeful Serpentines
(with arms) took the place of the fallen ones and the Dragon was only being fed
-empowered with her rage.
Just then a great roar split through the heavens. Jupiter had passed his gallstones. Saturn
felt dazed but coming back to her senses she realized she had been fighting and
her children were injured around her.
Not knowing if it was herself or the Dragon that had done this she gave
herself - just for a movement - up to being consumed. She struggled inside the Ragnarok formeing an
oppositional head with a totally different mode of thought – her brown fur
became speckled with black spots of soot and ash as she fought once more from
within the cage of horrid flame.
Heading in the direction of the roaring the dragon consumed
the bitterness wrapped in ichor buying that it was Jupiter – who had actually
flown far above the dragon and was silently waiting for it to pass. The Dragon was filled with a sense of
something ominously not right. He was
crossing to the lower half and could this time pass through the thin lining of
this inner cell with great ease. The
difficulty came just in moving forward as if a magnet were getting too close to
its wrong side or perhaps it was the great length of his tail that was dragging
him down or the weight of the stones that he now bore.
Mars and Venus were ordained to be the race of the
Priests. Though much smaller than Saturn
and Jupiter they could fight just as fiercely, and not just with horns and
agile speed. They were masters of the
matter around them and were able to form it to their will. Even the elements of the middle classes are
able to change from one element to the other in the right substance, but the
Priests can change even the main elements.
They are nature lovers though and so this is most often to reverse the
mechanisms of man and harmful result of disease and not to create it. Completely selfless their primary goal is to
protect the Pure Ones at all cost to themselves.
Venus, who actually helped tend to MOTHER at times, happened
to be nearby to her and saw her making the Scythe for Saturn. MOTHER thanked her for all she had done for
her and that if they hurried her two children could meet Jupiter far to the
Northwest. She sadly said that for the
process to be complete six of the great original ones must die, paying the
price for the lives they had created. Venus’
two children were Satyrs (well a sheep and a goat mostly) and extremely deft on
their hooves. She hurried them along
while she went to meet Mars. Mars was a
bulwark of a Ram with great horns that shot directly up before him. Venus was more like a Gazelle with long horns
that curved apart then back then up.
Mars pondered. “If
this is our fate then we must ride out to meet it. However,” He ripped out his heart creating
beautiful sparkling strands of a necklace and placing one strand over Venus’
elegant antlers. (Two more strands he
made for the two daughters with him.) “This
will protect you all from all Darkness.
I do not know how far gone I will become, but I believe you will be able
to bring me back. May the light always
be in you, my loved ones: my does.”
Mars turned and charged at the
incoming Dragon. The very air shook
beneath him. The Dragon froze for a
moment as Mars planted his two horns between the eyes of the main dragon head –
not so much in pain but at the audacity being stunned. It took him some time before he could catch
the quick ram but then he shook him like a German Shepherd fights a toy
Chihuahua. Venus fingered the necklace
with her two short fingers waiting to join him.
She closed her eyes as the acid breath shot back the longer fur around
her face and with the gust of wind she along with her two daughters were gone. From the top of the Dragon two more heads
joined the battle. From the main head of
the Dragon, however, grew two great horns with tufts on its head and other
markings also turning to red for part of Mars had succumbed becoming one with
the Dragon.
When Ragnarok reached the Pure Ones FATHER was nowhere
around. That terrible feeling in the pit
of his stomach was only growing worse.
MOTHER was beautiful and surrounded by her twelve young children. Around the glory clouds were masses of water
and globs of blood and fallen ones rising in the living streams. She stood waist deep in the liquids and murky
clays her feet planted at the bottom of the embryo sac. The Dragon bowed before her asking her to
become his bride. Naturally she refused.
Hesitant and suspecting foul play Ragnarok ordered the worst
of his four side-kicks to hurl itself into MOTHER. (Each of Neptune’s children had originally
been anemone. Adept and as shifty as the
sea itself they were masters at shape shifting.
To shape shift you need to either believe yourself to be that shape
requiring multiple personalities or the ability to empty your mind of what once
was or have an object to become one with or personify. But not having much form to start with, the anemones
were cunning actors and amazing at mimicry - their tentacles their puppets and
the whole Dragon their stage.)
Euros the east wind pummeled himself downward quickly
gaining speed. MOTHER faced upward her
eyes closed and her children huddled around her. She took the wind in her mouth seeking to
tame it but the once soft anemone became like blades against her cheeks and
tongue. Her jawbone split apart and
Euros used it as a weapon cutting down to expose her heart. Emboldened Ragnarok sliced her heart in
two. Then pawing and dashing he began counting:
“One…two…three…four…five…six…seven…eight…nine…ten…eleven…” He knew through Uranus there were twelve sons
and one of them was the destined king.
“Where is the twelfth child? Show
yourself!”
One that was larger than all the rest rose with illumination. Each of the precious young cherubs looked to
be about ten years old. “I have the
destiny of kings upon me!” The young one
was surrounded by glory clouds and light shot from her eyes. This was the first light the Dragon had ever
seen. He wanted to stare in awe holding
it as Dragon does a mesmerizing gem but he quickly came to his senses and
instead ripped her to shreds. Feeling
sick to his stomach he began to push his head out of the bottom corner to turn
to go.
FATHER and MOTHER had placed all their Understanding and
Wisdom – everything - in one of their sons passing down all they had to
him. The Spirit of MOTHER hovered
anxiously over the bloody watery mess searching and praying. The waters began to part and her twelfth son
emerged from the depths. (For the past
illumination had not been a son but the thirteenth and a daughter.) In that moment FATHER closed the breech above
shattering the dragon’s tail throughout the purple realm into a myriad of
pieces and sending waves and shocks of pain through the dragon. Then leaving his body behind in the purple
he was able to light travel for the very first time in the first rays of
dawn. (The gods can leave their bodies
at will.)
Joined with the spirits of FATHER and MOTHER as one, Light
rose. He continued to rise far above the
murky depths. “Let…there…be…Light!” Light shot out from all around him exploding
to the vast reaches of the universe.
Lights of the stars sang out from every void and bottomless chasm. Everywhere everything lay exposed to its very
core. All that yet had light
un-manifested then manifested and rose from the chains that bound them once in
Darkness. From wounds of those that had
light came children of light and they shouted as one deafening shout of
triumphal praise. Though the Pleiades
remained for now within the Dragon, it could not contain the sprites and nymphs
who rose as the beams of light. The
Origin of all held up a great shield of lighting that kept him from gazing
directly at the Dragon - for the Pure Ones cannot gaze on what foul is. (If anyone were alive at that moment they
would have been turned to stone, but none other outside was.) In the other hand he held up a double-edged
weapon of light as he commanded the Dragon to return to the Void from whence he
came.
And ever since this time Jews retain the tradition that when
the Light of dawn first shines, a new day has begun - for so it had! By
today’s estimation of time it would take the Dragon thousands of years to cross
our Solar System. Yet after the Darkness
of Night there is hope that the Light of Day will come. And so the night and the morning were the
first Day.
The truth is out there.
It will be found if you seek it.
Truth never really is destroyed:
Only diluted and told as lies.
Though all are made to forget it –
Truth will yet endure.
There is nothing hidden –
That will not be revealed.
It lives in the stories we tell.
What is truth speaks:
Calling out to us to gather round,
For lies are empty:
Originating only from the void.
Only the creator creates.
So keep that spark in you alive –
That you received with your first breath
Never lose your inspiration and meaning
Or the void will surely claim you…
…As its own.
Chapter 2
The Golden Age
“Isn’t there any
way you can stay?”
“The outer void must be contained son.”
“But how can you fill it?
When it always hungers so.”
Looking tenderly in his son’s eyes and caressing his soft
face in his hand, “I have all the love I need - right here. All you need is love. It is a well that never runs dry.” And he pointed at his son’s heart gently
shaking his hand against his chest, “And I will always be with you - right
here. This is my true home that I shall
never leave.” He stepped back nodding at
him. “There is nothing – no void so
great that my love cannot fill it. No
matter the obstacle – Love always finds a way.
Always keep my love close in your heart.
Then nothing else can reach you.”
Now with light travel available FATHER promised to visit as
often as possible now enjoying moments with his son so they could continue to
dream of the future together and keep putting together the fragments the past
had left behind. There was much work to
be done, but FATHER trusted all his sons to rule well. There was none above the other: they were to
all rule as equals. The others though
had not retained their memories which had become as scattered as their
bodies. Only his one son knew what was
truly going on and came to see FATHER off.
Jupiter the first clone of FATHER knew though and placed his
hands on the son’s shoulders surrounding him with his massive wings. “He will be well looked after.”
“None of them may know.
Always remember this. Whatever it
takes; none of them may ever know his true identity.”
Jupiter nodded solemnly.
“You have my word.”
~
Samael was suspicious from the very start. They couldn’t have all just…appeared. Someone had to know what was going on. His wounds were healing nicely but it still
showed where he had been ripped to pieces.
The knowledge of what happened continued to tear at his very soul
without him ever being able to quite put his finger on just what that knowledge
was. The others around him seemed ever
too serenely and scarily happy - perfectly content sipping nectar and swatting
playfully and riding the dragonlings and such.
He prayed to the open sky for assistance. Countless stars twinkled back at him in
response winking and pointing. The pyre
of the sun had not been heaped up yet; on one side and on the other was the vast
light imprint but before him to the North lay a path of terrible darkness. He pondered.
If the light was not revealing things to him, then there must be
something lurking in the shadows right before him. Yes, this would be where the truth would be
found. The darkness seemed to call out,
“Befriend Jupiter…he knooowwws.”
Samael glanced over at the massive tree beside him. Jupiter the great winged lion was preening,
licking his paws and innocently combing back his mane. Samael was a bit distance off just floating
in midair while Jupiter was atop the massive platform that the top of the Tree
of Wisdom made for him. This tree was
half the height of MOTHER standing and was fashioned from the strands of her
golden hair gnarling and intertwining themselves upward and outward forming
platforms and sprite and nymph cottages and at the very top the home of Jupiter. The roots ran into her soft living bone: for
everything – hair, bones, nails – Life possessed (even giving life to Death
itself.) The tree had taken shape as
there was now need for it after her Spirit had disappeared. Not even Jupiter knew where she now was. Glory clouds covered the face of earth and
below angry waves ripped about beating against her and swirling around in empty
masses. The entire embryo sac was slowly
shifting. The small tear at the top had
been slowly deflating as the void pressed against it. The bottom of the sac was slowly lifting
toward the center and the sides were elongating; gravity was ever so slowly creeping
in on them.
Samael floated lightly across toward Jupiter. Sameal was about the size of a continent and
Jupiter for convenience had compacted his size to about double that of Samael. (Any smaller and he would have to leave his
old form and downsize with just his essentials.) Samael offered his assistance to Jupiter as
his aid in supplying nectar – not that any of them needed to eat. It was just that the nectar and fruit of the
wisdom tree sharpened their senses and quickened their wits. Drinking of it could cause you to see things
that no longer are or things that may be.
It allowed you to enter a world of dreams without actually sleeping (since
none of them actually slept) and with much more perception. It can get quite blundered though depending
on who is doing the sipping -for it can only sharpen existing wisdom. (The fruit did supply them with abilities
regardless of if they had them before or not.)
Samael faithfully and ever so dutifully served Jupiter. He would at times sip extra portions of the
nectar himself not believing Jupiter to have noticed. He found out between Jupiter and sips that
MOTHER had left her body and was nowhere to be seen. Perhaps her body had been ripped beyond
repair? But then couldn’t she just
downsize? They all had the ability to
reform matter around them to one degree or another. She could just rummage through her remains
and pick out the parts she wanted to keep and just take on a smaller newer
shape.
Just because this was the golden age of peace and happiness
didn’t mean they didn’t have their battles.
There were still dragons about their size that randomly spawned in the
remaining blood and globs of the dragon flesh.
If it had already drunk of the river Leche then it was pretty guaranteed
to be a nice docile dragon. If it did
come at them mad-violent they needed only kill it and when it re-spawned make
sure it drank the soothing milk. The
one-eyed Cyclopes were pretty big and required to drink the milk
routinely. They would be pretty smart, but drinking the
milk made them only remember the nice things.
Samael figured the river Leche had a large role in everyone’s cherub-like
demeanor.
The Golden Age was the age everyone was equal and no laws
were necessary. Death was just a short
nap before you were back to your old self again. If anyone needed to forget something violent
they needed only a few good sips of Leche to be return to their amiable and
agreeable thoughts once more.
All the animals had equal respect for each other and were
able to talk but usually everyone just read each other’s minds. In this way no one was able to lie. If you didn’t want someone to read your mind
you had to whistle or think about something else and hope they never asked the
right question to find what you were
hiding. Samael had a sweet playful face
with wisps of blond hair and streaks of red that shot up and out behind
him. He had a short little upturned nose
and would often be found sneaking around poking around in places that were none
of his business.
Each of the brothers had different powers. They didn’t have much reason to use them and
most of them hadn’t figured out what powers they even had yet. The nectar from the flowers on the tree came
from pulling out little petals similar to a honeysuckle except many more that
formed the shape of a ripe Dandelion - only there were twelve different shades
of colors and each yielded a different flavor.
There were also different kinds of nuts being the fruits. The little cherubs liked to bop each other
with them or pick apart the flowers and watch them float away. There was always one who would get ideas of
their powers and randomly test them out.
It was fun watching the fruits explode in fireworks against the twinkling
darkness above or watch a show put on by flower petals manipulated by the force
of their minds to then battle each other and what shape of imagination could
beat the other’s. (And yes, they too
were clothed in glory clouds… just by the way.)
Twelve boys and one girl often
presents a problem with which of them would actually get to have the girl, but
most of the other boys were not the least bit interested in Beulah. It seemed the only two who had enough good
sense to notice her existence was Samael and Hashem. The three of them often hung out on their
adventures. With minimal gravity they
were able to explore great expanses. You
never really knew just what had arisen from MOTHER’S healing stream of Leche
and was now wandering the vast beyond. One
could only hope the creature did rise from Leche and had not drunk from her
stream of Menstrure far below. These
rare monsters would instead retain all horrid thought and be ravenous mad. Those that drank of milk forgot all ill-will
in the bubbly joyous foam above. Many
Dragons were tamable and the cherubs rode them as their own.
As evening drew near the Dragon reached the end where the
breach had been repaired with piles made from his own tail. Roaring angrily he thoughtlessly incinerated
the pile to ash. FATHER had deceived him! FATHER must pay! He turned to go back the way he had just come
refusing to leave but stay and fight.
Jupiter sensed the turn for the worse and gathered all around. He felt this day would come. He told them Ragnarok was returning and they
must prepare for the great battle they all must face. All those who rose to fight well were
promised position of honor, but the creatures and cherubs were very passive
beings and did not wish to fight. Only
Samael, Beulah, and HaShem stepped forward.
The Cyclopes and other larger creatures had not been present
so Jupiter was forced to turn to them for aid.
The Cyclopes took after Neptune being normally extremely clever, but the
milk had dulled their senses pacifying them.
Being so large they were required regular feedings (which I would say a
glass a day, but this was more like a four thousand-year-day so more like four
thousand glasses a day.) They had
octopi-like head for their massive brains with a single slit on their foreheads
that opened up into an eye. Beneath
their chins they had mouths with molar-like teeth.
No thanks to the milk they were still able to make three
amazing masterpieces to aid in the fight.
For Zeus they made an invisible electric field that allowed him to
harness the power of lightning much like an eel but with precise aim. For Samael they made a trident that allowed
him to send waves of sound between the tongs.
With this power he could lift the heaviest of objects with great ease as
he channeled the vibrations through his trident. Water especially carried these vibrations
great distances. For HaShem they made
the cloak of invisibility. He was
already able to control the matter of his body to turn to pure light and now he
could conceal under the cloak of darkness.
The three Cyclopes had offered their gifts which left Beulah leaving
empty-handed. The males promised to her
their utmost protection.
With the refusal of the others to stand and fight, Zeus was
forced into an alternate plan: they were to continue to harvest the fruit of
the Wisdom Tree until there was a great heap of an offering for the Dragon upon
the top. This - the others were willing
enough to do even sacrificing what they would normally take for themselves to
make the heap as large as possible. Zeus
shared his plan with Samael, Beulah and HaShem.
Samael who had already proved his ability to communicate with the Dragon
would pray peace to it. He would tell
the Dragon they did not wish to fight but had an offering of peace. The Dragon of course did greatly salivate
over the fruits of MOTHER for her Wisdom would surely give him great
power. They did not however warn the
Dragon to sip slowly of the nectar and fruits for more than this could
potentially be unbearable causing nausea and dizziness and bewilderment and
confusion.
As the day drew to a close everyone was commanded to hide as
best they could. Vulcan and Hestia were
the two satyrs and children of Venus that had been raised by Zeus. (MOTHER had transferred some of her milk to
Zeus to nourish them with – and yes, I know...)
Vulcan lodged himself deep within the flesh of MOTHER. Only a small portion of his foot remained on
the surface. Hestia fled to the side
where light was and summoned a great pyre around her making her appear as the
light. Samael as promised was the one
chosen to keep Beulah safe from harm.
Parting the waves with his trident they buried themselves in the murk
below and beneath a protective bubble.
Only Zeus stood to greet the Dragon.
They all knew that in the light just one glance from the
Dragon was enough to turn any of them to stone.
(Jupiter could see small glimpses in the future more like a feeling and
not near as drastic as the visions of Uranus.
The previous day darkness had actually kept them from this problem of
the Dragon’s multiple gazes.) Zeus stood back warily with a protective shield
of lightning that kept him from gazing at the Ragnarok. He welcomed the Dragon pleasantly offering it
to enjoy the feast. The Dragon placed
its claws on the head of Earth and gnawed with the entire tree in its great
mouth. Pulling as a dog with its prey it
loosened the tree then yanking upward he pulled and wrenched it back and forth
until the entire tree was ripped up from Earth along with her entire
backbone. He then swallowed it whole. MOTHER had been pulled and shaken from the
miry clay below as well as all those that had clung to her for safely and
hiding (save Vulcan.) The Dragon then
went to claw them all apart. Most of
them were turned to stone before this happened.
Some of the stones he incinerated to dust.
Gravity was about 30% at play and the Dragon was drawing and
sucking the bodies toward himself.
Samael and Beulah got dislodged from the muck below. “You just have to survive.” He told her holding her hands – her back to
the Dragon. “The game here is live one
second longer…” She could feel her back
–even without looking at the Dragon slowly turning to stone. “Keep your gaze…look at me…” Samael could feel the tremors of fear the
Dragon was sending out. “You have to
live…just one more second…longer…than…”
HaShem shot his light as a great circular blade through the
neck and shoulder joints of the Dragon from above. Before the Dragon could turn his heads to
react - his neck had been completely severed.
HaShem instantly and deftly sent out three more circular blades of light
to sever the three main heads. The light
was so great and blinding neither the Dragon nor Hashem could see where the
other was centered at, but he was guided through his Spirit. The light that was in Neptune and Uranus had
completely separated from them giving birth to Pegasus and a lizard-like creature
shining as if in armor and holding up a golden sword. As soon as the neck was severed they dashed
out galloping and gallivanting away into the distance. As soon as Mars was
released, Hashem bound the main head that was a bull to Mars to bear. The two great horns rose from the bed of
serpentine creatures. On Mars the
creatures took a paler look as if resting or perhaps partial stone
themselves. The bear and ibex gorgon
heads he raised in both hands binding them to the light. This greatly drained him and he could feel
himself turning to stone. FATHER (whose
thoughts were constantly before and behind him - though for this his whole
spirit was present) FATHER sensing this quickly took on his physical form
completing the binding before hurling the heads to the outer reaches of light
one East and another West where the imprint of Light glowed undying. FATHER quickly took the hand of his son as the
warmth faded to a stone cold grasp.
FATHER lowered his son slowly laying him to rest upon the left shoulder
of MOTHER. HaShem lifted his spirit from
the stone to watch. The cornerstone of
Earth had been laid to rest. FATHER had
to break off his right hand to free it from the unyielding grasp. “Son.”
He wept promising, “Rest here. I
promise you…I will make ANYONE who dare call himself your enemy into a form
that you use as your footstool.” Father
stood looking around. The weight of the
heavens and earth was now equally balanced on his son’s shoulders. Around him were the masses of children and
creatures turned to stone. Jupiter
helped him search for survivors. Samael
and Beulah were frozen in place but still had warmth. They quickly buried them in the cool mud of
earth commanding the light to shine from their spirits once more reversing the
process. The light shone from within
them breaking their stone exterior.
The Dragon was still very much alive - though severely
wounded with the loss of his three main heads.
He still did have the four weaker heads of Neptune’s children to guide
him from the outside and his whole body pulsed with the life of Uranus and
Neptune (even with much of their brainpower lost to them.) He retreated to recover but not before he
snatching up the ten cherubs of FATHER that were already near him. “Ha…ha…haa!!” Ragnarok bellowed through the
four anemones – with a much less deep of a voice mind you - back at FATHER whom
Jupiter had been continuing to uphold the shield of lightning around blocking
their sight of the Ragnarok. “I promise
I will ALWAYS be there for them ensuring they travel backward FOREVER!!!!! Ha…ha…haaaa!!” The spirits of the children clung in
desperation to their lifeless bodies as they became engulfed in flame against
the Dawn of Day. (They could have easily
left – light traveled - just left – they were in spirit form after all, but the
field of fear around Ragnarok kept them from barely even moving or gave them a
break to have the thought that they could leave their bodies behind.)
FATHER and Jupiter found Vulcan and Hestia as well and
together they took the broken un-repairable remains to have hammered out into a
bracelet that would surround the lower cell (which now was the inner circle instead
of the bottom half as the bottom was continuing to rise becoming the center of
their solar system.) Most of these
remains consisted of Earth’s arms legs and many overly ambitious Leche dragons. The bracelet was made as an enclosure between
Mar’s original domain and Jupiter’s. The
top area had many of the more poisonous gasses from the tear out to the void
and this bracelet was also hoped to deter the Dragon’s return.
The two sisters Venus and Saturn bathed, healing and
reviving in the foam below.
Surrounded by broken and empty bodies FATHER looked around in
total silence for he had nothing good to say.
HaShem to Beulah
before the great battle:
“Do not look to the
darkness. Look to the light. Though all in you be darkness I still will find
a way to make you shine.”
Please leave comments. I really enjoy piecing together pieces of the past into stories that seek to put it all together as a test of 'if this were true it would look like this...' I hope you don't look at anything I write as proclaiming this has to be true. My writing is pretty experimental. I'm not sure what it is that makes almost everyone scared of anything that combines the Bible with anything not labeled approved by the church such as even history and science...maybe it is religion...but I really don't get much outside inspiration of other people who also are not scared to explore beginnings and endings. If you want to know why I cast something a certain way just ask! Almost everything is based on things I have researched.
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